poop nazi

i have returned from a fun filled evening spent with laura, amanda, and their friend loi who they met on summer project. it was good shiznat, so im going to tell you about it ok?

so yeah i ate dinner w/laura + loi and then we went to walmart cause were cool. i got the NEW SPONGEBOB DVD!!!!!!!!! score for traci. so anyway laura got some stuff too and then we were gonna go look on bayshore to see peoples xmas lights but amanda was at lauras waiting for us, whoops. it was a lot of fun. oh loi is the poop nazi by the way. "no poop for you!" don't ask. actually, go ahead and ask cuz its funny. anyway so then we played this demented game to see who could eat whipped cream or something, the point was it ended up all over our faces cause were cool. i think amanda won. anyhoo then they danced to 32497230947124 michael jackson songs so i left but they wanted me back so i went back and me + laura stayed up until 2:15ish watching center stage, and i thought that was supposed to be a cute movie and it wasn't! it wasn't a great movie actually but it didn't completely suck. so then i went to sleep and we ate breakfast and had this dumb conversation that i've already had with laura about how guys are and i was like gah shut up i don't think its fair to generalize every guy in the universe i mean geeze. so then amanda was like i have to leave so then i left too. so that was my fun times. the end!

me-OW!

( this is what i'm doing instead of going to liam's room and bothering him like i said i would )

awww

liam + stapler = Y

IT HAS WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok the song in my current music that i keep saying had no words well now it has words and guess what you're going to see them

When I feel like you've forgotten me
And left me here alone
When this world's not where I want to be
You will come and lead me home

CHORUS
Safe in your kingdom surrounded by friends
Where even though my heart has died, my soul will live again
I'll be safe in your heaven with your love surrounding me
In the presence of your angels, the only place I'd ever want to be

When those who have betrayed me
Leave me lonely in the night
You will come and you will save me
And I'll be standing in your light

CHORUS

I'll be standing in your shadow even though I will not see it
When I'm standing in the sunlight and I'm looking down
At the times when I feel like you couldn't be farther away from me
Your grace will be all around and I'll be…

CHORUS (2x)

i am so cool!!!! weeeeee i like this song

duh. how did i forget?

i can't believe i didn't write about this yet. duh.

i got an email from justin today saying how he wanted us to at least be talking and not hating each other and such but he wasn't ready to be friends again quite yet. we talked and straightened some stuff out (i got stuff off my chest, he admitted some stuff he did wrong and so did i) and we are not friends yet - neither of us is ready, but we are not enemies so that makes my life easier i mean it won't be ultra awkward now when i see him, even though i don't know how i'm going to react when i see him but at least there won't be hate-tension or whatever. fortunately i get back 8 days before he does so yeah. so i think this is a step in the right direction and the rest is up to God to see where it goes from here. it was so weird telling justin i wasn't ready to be friends yet, it was like it wasn't me saying it... it's so not typically myself to admit that, but i did and it was for the best ya know? and yes i cried. that's a good thing, don't worry.