Um, right.
Nov. 20th, 2006 06:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bellapalmeraFirst and foremost, even though I am IMing you right now discussing this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE! Because there are just not enough places on the internet to wish you a happy birthday haha. :)
OK so yeah, this last week or so I had relapsed into my depression. Which if you don't know about that, feel free to ask... I am an open book. I have talked about it in here before but God knows whose added me on here and read what. So yeah. Anyway it explains why I was so out of focus at work and so unmotivated to do a lot of anything lately. And it also explains my reaction to the events of Friday night. (That was a friends only entry so if you don't know, too bad!) Anyway I am feeling better now. If I want to keep focused at work it helps to listen to happy music and talking to my co-workers. I am still not at 100% but I need to occupy my mind with non-sad things and I should be in good shape.
I really don't want to shower because it is so fucking cold!!! I realize the girl from CT who moved to FL is saying that she is cold, shut up. I know it's colder where you live, blah, etc, bite me :D I do not know what the current temp is but IT IS NOT WARM. (Weather.com says it's 54... um, my ass!!!) OK sorry, can we tell Traci does not like being cold... yeah.
Anyway here are the lyrics to this one song that has been getting me thru my current boy situation... which ironically was introduced to me by the boy in question!
Baby what have I done,
Gone and left you all alone,
It's hard for me to sing this song,
We've been together for so long,
I think I know what my soul's gotta say,
And it won't hurt as bad someday.
It's gonna be alright baby,
It's gonna be alright love,
And if the mist ever lets the sun through,
I just hope I did the right thing,
For me and you.
Guess I'm ruled by my heart,
Built a life and I tore it all apart,
It's just not our time,
But you'll find a new love and you'll be fine,
So many dark and lonely nights,
But I believe someday I'll see the light,
It's gonna be alright baby,
It's gonna be alright love,
And if the mist ever lets the sun through,
I just hope I did the right thing,
For me and you.
It's gonna be alright baby,
It's gonna be alright love,
And if the mist ever lets the sun through,
I just hope I did the right thing,
For me and you,
For me and you.
OK so yeah, this last week or so I had relapsed into my depression. Which if you don't know about that, feel free to ask... I am an open book. I have talked about it in here before but God knows whose added me on here and read what. So yeah. Anyway it explains why I was so out of focus at work and so unmotivated to do a lot of anything lately. And it also explains my reaction to the events of Friday night. (That was a friends only entry so if you don't know, too bad!) Anyway I am feeling better now. If I want to keep focused at work it helps to listen to happy music and talking to my co-workers. I am still not at 100% but I need to occupy my mind with non-sad things and I should be in good shape.
I really don't want to shower because it is so fucking cold!!! I realize the girl from CT who moved to FL is saying that she is cold, shut up. I know it's colder where you live, blah, etc, bite me :D I do not know what the current temp is but IT IS NOT WARM. (Weather.com says it's 54... um, my ass!!!) OK sorry, can we tell Traci does not like being cold... yeah.
Anyway here are the lyrics to this one song that has been getting me thru my current boy situation... which ironically was introduced to me by the boy in question!
Baby what have I done,
Gone and left you all alone,
It's hard for me to sing this song,
We've been together for so long,
I think I know what my soul's gotta say,
And it won't hurt as bad someday.
It's gonna be alright baby,
It's gonna be alright love,
And if the mist ever lets the sun through,
I just hope I did the right thing,
For me and you.
Guess I'm ruled by my heart,
Built a life and I tore it all apart,
It's just not our time,
But you'll find a new love and you'll be fine,
So many dark and lonely nights,
But I believe someday I'll see the light,
It's gonna be alright baby,
It's gonna be alright love,
And if the mist ever lets the sun through,
I just hope I did the right thing,
For me and you.
It's gonna be alright baby,
It's gonna be alright love,
And if the mist ever lets the sun through,
I just hope I did the right thing,
For me and you,
For me and you.
