"w00t" continued

[bellapalmera]

i want to cry so badly right now.

i am so afraid of my own feelings. it's bad enough that i thought i would end up liking tyler again when i went home. (i say that like it's already happened... it hasn't, but i know me and it inevitably will.) but now he's free. and i have that chance. and that really scares the crap out of me. stuff like this, stuff that's too good to be true, it just doesn't happen to me. and the thought that it keeps coming closer and closer, man that's intimidating.

does this make any sense to you?

me either. :-\

Comments

[gimmickysob.livejournal.com]

i forget, does he know you like him?

[bellapalmera.livejournal.com]

yeah at the time when i actually did like him, i told him about it, he was cool with it, i don't know if he knew when i didn't anymore and i can't say i do until i go home and it happens...