holy real entry batman
Feb. 4th, 2004 01:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bellapalmerawow i've spent WAY too much time writing entries about being pissed off at people! well i am not mad at any of them anymore... for now... haha just kidding but everything is cool now. and the whole deal with the guy on the roof kinda put it all in perspective for me, i mean what if someone i knew decided to jump off a roof... come on now. but to all the people i've gotten mad at for dumb reasons (believe me there's a lot of people)... and also to everyone else... i really do love y'all!! :) *gives you all hugs*
one more thing about all that: i know i keep talking about how i don't have a very big self esteem right now... its like my inability to love myself not only causes me to think that others don't love me, but it's causing me to not love others. and it's so frustrating having all these thoughts cause it's difficult for me to separate what's real and actually makes sense, from what's total bull crap and doesn't make any sense. so that whole deal was very confusing! and yes, i will admit i am PMSing, but i think something else besides that must be wrong with me cause that's just messed up!!!
right so onto the real entry. well as we all know, sunday was the super bowl... yeah patriots!!! i went over to steve's house which is like 320957135 miles away on crappy roads. but we love him anyway. there were about 10 crusade-ish people there, and some of steve's family. his cousin jasmine was so cute even though she stole my keys and she was like "where's my car" (she's 2 1/2). and these other 2 year old boys they are twins, they screamed the whole time haha. ok FUNNY STORY... one of them had a tortilla chip and he suddenly just fell on his butt, and the impact of it made the chip break. so there were these chip pieces on the floor but he still had the bigger piece in his hand. so then he walked across the room and then he didn't feel like holding the chip anymore so he placed it on the floor. lol. so i was like yeah that's real sanitary and right after i said that, his twin brother walks over and steps on the chip without knowing it. i was like holy crap, if it wasn't unsanitary before, it is now. me and erin were like dying of laughter. it was great. oh and one of them took their diaper off and they were NAKEY :o
so yeah what else have i been up to... monday and tuesday we watched american idol and they have shown like random shots of ana but nothing with her singing. grr. so nobody except us knows her name yet but she's been on!! oh, on monday i went to john + kerri's house to meet their new baby! and they kept asking me if i wanted to hold him and i wasn't really sure cause i don't have much baby holding experience so i finally said yes since they wouldn't stop asking me... and a few minutes later he FARTED ON ME!!!! i was like this is why traci doesn't hold babies... lol. yeah they invited everyone from crusade and i was the only one who came lol. but hey at least we watched american idol!
really didn't do much yesterday... missy was over here for a couple hours cause she lives in crescent and they didn't let her in cause of the roof guy. (he was a maintenance guy, not a food worker, i stand corrected!) the guy was on the roof for like 5 hours, it is a good thing people had classes or they would have nothing to do for 5 hours (well, except hang out with us! lol) we kept watching the news to see if it would be on the news... cheryl and missy were funny, every time some news from some other county was on they were like "that's not a guy on the roof in tampa!" (we didn't end up seeing it ever) and then we watched cruel intentions. mmm ryan phillipe. (if that is how you spell his name) good times.
ok so i use too many parentheses.
i feel like i am leaving something out but i am not sure what... oh well. oh yeah, jeremy was online for 2.5 seconds yesterday but i was AWAY!!! he IMed me like "figures the one time i sign on in forever, you're not there!!" i was like aww. so i have to call him now fo sho!!!!
i have to call the facilities lady too, crap. oh well.
OH CRAP THIS SATURDAY IS THE TOOTH N NAIL CONCERT AND I FORGOT ABOUT IT!!! i hope i can still go lol
one more thing about all that: i know i keep talking about how i don't have a very big self esteem right now... its like my inability to love myself not only causes me to think that others don't love me, but it's causing me to not love others. and it's so frustrating having all these thoughts cause it's difficult for me to separate what's real and actually makes sense, from what's total bull crap and doesn't make any sense. so that whole deal was very confusing! and yes, i will admit i am PMSing, but i think something else besides that must be wrong with me cause that's just messed up!!!
right so onto the real entry. well as we all know, sunday was the super bowl... yeah patriots!!! i went over to steve's house which is like 320957135 miles away on crappy roads. but we love him anyway. there were about 10 crusade-ish people there, and some of steve's family. his cousin jasmine was so cute even though she stole my keys and she was like "where's my car" (she's 2 1/2). and these other 2 year old boys they are twins, they screamed the whole time haha. ok FUNNY STORY... one of them had a tortilla chip and he suddenly just fell on his butt, and the impact of it made the chip break. so there were these chip pieces on the floor but he still had the bigger piece in his hand. so then he walked across the room and then he didn't feel like holding the chip anymore so he placed it on the floor. lol. so i was like yeah that's real sanitary and right after i said that, his twin brother walks over and steps on the chip without knowing it. i was like holy crap, if it wasn't unsanitary before, it is now. me and erin were like dying of laughter. it was great. oh and one of them took their diaper off and they were NAKEY :o
so yeah what else have i been up to... monday and tuesday we watched american idol and they have shown like random shots of ana but nothing with her singing. grr. so nobody except us knows her name yet but she's been on!! oh, on monday i went to john + kerri's house to meet their new baby! and they kept asking me if i wanted to hold him and i wasn't really sure cause i don't have much baby holding experience so i finally said yes since they wouldn't stop asking me... and a few minutes later he FARTED ON ME!!!! i was like this is why traci doesn't hold babies... lol. yeah they invited everyone from crusade and i was the only one who came lol. but hey at least we watched american idol!
really didn't do much yesterday... missy was over here for a couple hours cause she lives in crescent and they didn't let her in cause of the roof guy. (he was a maintenance guy, not a food worker, i stand corrected!) the guy was on the roof for like 5 hours, it is a good thing people had classes or they would have nothing to do for 5 hours (well, except hang out with us! lol) we kept watching the news to see if it would be on the news... cheryl and missy were funny, every time some news from some other county was on they were like "that's not a guy on the roof in tampa!" (we didn't end up seeing it ever) and then we watched cruel intentions. mmm ryan phillipe. (if that is how you spell his name) good times.
ok so i use too many parentheses.
i feel like i am leaving something out but i am not sure what... oh well. oh yeah, jeremy was online for 2.5 seconds yesterday but i was AWAY!!! he IMed me like "figures the one time i sign on in forever, you're not there!!" i was like aww. so i have to call him now fo sho!!!!
i have to call the facilities lady too, crap. oh well.
OH CRAP THIS SATURDAY IS THE TOOTH N NAIL CONCERT AND I FORGOT ABOUT IT!!! i hope i can still go lol
