hahahaha

okay, i was KIDDING in my last entry when i said "goodnight". my intention was to take a little "nappy-nap" (as lu says) and wake up and eventually write in here, but NO! i slept the WHOLE NIGHT THROUGH!!! i got like... 18-19 hours of sleep. and im still kinda tired. i did not wake up even one time until 9:17 am, dude i was OUT!

atlanta was awesome!
i had a really great time. spiritually it will take me a while to look back and tell you *exactly* what i got out of it, but i definitely had lots of fun and got closer to people and stuff. the first couple days i'll probably write the least about but i'm gonna do a day-by-day thingie here. this entry will probably be mad long.

( day 1 )

( day 2 )

( day 3 )

( day 4 )

( day 5 )

P.S. my current music --> i forget the name of the song, but it's that one that goes "i'm madly in love with you" a lot of times. jon said that the line i actually put in the current music section should be our motto this year and i SO agree. God bless y'all! (haha i had a southern accent from being in GA for 5 days, it was funny.) ok it's really the end now, i have to go get rid of MY DUNG!!!

hey losers

i just wanted you all to know that to make y'alls life easier, i busted out the lj-cut option on my atlanta entry. that way you can only read what you want to, and at your own pace, and i'm not invading your friends page. i'll have you know that it took me a good hour and 20 minutes to write that all!!! you better appreciate it!!! :)

survey

Things/people I couldn't have gotten through the year without:
1. God, of course
2. campus crusade in general
3. matt f.
4. my computer
5. music

Five things that 2002 taught has me:
1. college really does discern who your real friends are
2. i listen to punk music more often at home, and christian music more often at school
3. i'm able to overcome things... i think the bigger they are, the more i can overcome them haha
4. the bigger of a fight i have with my mom, the closer we become
5. you really can die at any time

Five personal significant events of 2002:
1. almost dying on the way to fall retreat
2. january 18, 2002 --> last time i cut myself (hey, if you didn't know i used to do that, now ya do)
3. big break
4. pier 60
5. that day i talked to tyler (june 22)... i think that was the day i knew i was gonna lose him

Five things I DO want to do in 2003:
1. go to big break
2. go to rock the universe BOTH days
3. see relient k again haha
4. have a successful spring semester
5. continue my friendships that i have in florida, and get out of ones that could harm my character

Five things I DON'T want to do in 2003:
1. fall from God
2. stress about boys so much (but i probably will haha)
3. lose my scholarship
4. crash my car
5. use foul language, and i already did that today! i need a good ol' slap on the wrist from mama leland.

By the end of 2003, I hopefully will...:
1. start forming an idea of what i want to do with my life
2. have stronger friendships with the friends i have now
3. not be living in stupid CT no mo
4. be much much closer to God. <-- what leah said
5. have lost some weight haha... i can't think of anything else