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Dec. 24th, 2002
haha and now for a real entry
Dec. 24th, 2002 12:44 pmyeah so to actually write something of significance.. i quit my job. i am so not putting up with a month of being treated like a 5 year old for not knowing how to do what nobody ever trained me to do in the first place. that's just BS. five minutes of training, please? yeah it was dumb.
i went to pete's caroling party, it was fun. he looks so cute now that you can actually see his face haha (he used to have a goatee and like lots of hair haha) and we sang lots of cool xmas songs, and i started laughing when these girls sang "we won't go until we get some" really loud. i am a dork haha.
oh yes, and let's not forget the part where i found out that all the "i love you"s/hugs/etc. for the last 2 years were mostly BULLSHIT!!!!! with friends like these, who needs enemies! i'm forgiving him for some reason, i just don't know what is going to happen now. and i don't know if i even care either. so let's see, the 4 people i've regarded as "best friends" in the recent past...
eric ---> i messed that up. enough said. at least we still talk and he's not a butthole.
manasee ---> has time for everyone except me.
tyler ---> only cares about me when nobody else is around.
justin ---> everything he meant to me was pretty much a lie.
there are few people left who are in the northern chapter of the "i'm not a poophead" club. (the southern chapter's membership is booming, i love you guys) yeah i'm starting to fall into the complaining-about-how-everyone-hates-me trap again. grr.
atlanta --> 4 days.
hey christmas is tomorrow!!!!
happy holidays, yo.
i went to pete's caroling party, it was fun. he looks so cute now that you can actually see his face haha (he used to have a goatee and like lots of hair haha) and we sang lots of cool xmas songs, and i started laughing when these girls sang "we won't go until we get some" really loud. i am a dork haha.
oh yes, and let's not forget the part where i found out that all the "i love you"s/hugs/etc. for the last 2 years were mostly BULLSHIT!!!!! with friends like these, who needs enemies! i'm forgiving him for some reason, i just don't know what is going to happen now. and i don't know if i even care either. so let's see, the 4 people i've regarded as "best friends" in the recent past...
eric ---> i messed that up. enough said. at least we still talk and he's not a butthole.
manasee ---> has time for everyone except me.
tyler ---> only cares about me when nobody else is around.
justin ---> everything he meant to me was pretty much a lie.
there are few people left who are in the northern chapter of the "i'm not a poophead" club. (the southern chapter's membership is booming, i love you guys) yeah i'm starting to fall into the complaining-about-how-everyone-hates-me trap again. grr.
atlanta --> 4 days.
hey christmas is tomorrow!!!!
happy holidays, yo.
i'ma let you in on a little secret...
Dec. 24th, 2002 03:05 pmi hate christmas.
i like receiving presents. i like spending time with family. i absolutely love, with all of my heart, that a little boy was born today who changed the course of everything we know and provided us with more blessings than we could ever have asked for.
i'm all about the Christ. it's the mas i can't stand.
this includes insane shoppers, people who think it's all about how many lights you can rig up (and not how high their electric bills are going to be! ha!), and all that otber stupid stuff that is associated with christmas but doesn't need to be.
tonight's the walnut hill christmas masses. this year i don't know who i'm going with, or even if i'm going. it beats staying home while my parents get drunk (namely my mom). i'm kind of afraid to call tyler, although i'll probably end up calling him anyway.
i feel like i'm losing more this christmas than i'm receiving, but i have to remember that it's about what i already have... and where that comes from. Y
i like receiving presents. i like spending time with family. i absolutely love, with all of my heart, that a little boy was born today who changed the course of everything we know and provided us with more blessings than we could ever have asked for.
i'm all about the Christ. it's the mas i can't stand.
this includes insane shoppers, people who think it's all about how many lights you can rig up (and not how high their electric bills are going to be! ha!), and all that otber stupid stuff that is associated with christmas but doesn't need to be.
tonight's the walnut hill christmas masses. this year i don't know who i'm going with, or even if i'm going. it beats staying home while my parents get drunk (namely my mom). i'm kind of afraid to call tyler, although i'll probably end up calling him anyway.
i feel like i'm losing more this christmas than i'm receiving, but i have to remember that it's about what i already have... and where that comes from. Y
( but instead i stole it from leah herself )
that was the happiest survey ever, no? i haven't been able to get a hold of tyler. regardless, i'm going to 11pm service just to see who is there. probably nobody will be. i'm probably gonna burst into tears in atlanta 3 times. a)when i get there and see everyone, b)any given time on the 31st, and c)when i leave. just in case anyone was interested haha. (interested --> wrong word) yeah, those were 2 seperate thoughts i know but believe me they are directly related.
that was the happiest survey ever, no? i haven't been able to get a hold of tyler. regardless, i'm going to 11pm service just to see who is there. probably nobody will be. i'm probably gonna burst into tears in atlanta 3 times. a)when i get there and see everyone, b)any given time on the 31st, and c)when i leave. just in case anyone was interested haha. (interested --> wrong word) yeah, those were 2 seperate thoughts i know but believe me they are directly related.
