i'ma let you in on a little secret...

[bellapalmera]

i hate christmas.

i like receiving presents. i like spending time with family. i absolutely love, with all of my heart, that a little boy was born today who changed the course of everything we know and provided us with more blessings than we could ever have asked for.

i'm all about the Christ. it's the mas i can't stand.

this includes insane shoppers, people who think it's all about how many lights you can rig up (and not how high their electric bills are going to be! ha!), and all that otber stupid stuff that is associated with christmas but doesn't need to be.

tonight's the walnut hill christmas masses. this year i don't know who i'm going with, or even if i'm going. it beats staying home while my parents get drunk (namely my mom). i'm kind of afraid to call tyler, although i'll probably end up calling him anyway.

i feel like i'm losing more this christmas than i'm receiving, but i have to remember that it's about what i already have... and where that comes from. Y