why am i so @#$%ing anal!!!!!!

[bellapalmera]

and the funny thing is, i was just thinking about an hour ago, "gee, i haven't had pms yet."

this is the most trivial, lame thing you will ever read in your life.

i have these gel pens, they're really cool. well i was talking to matt online and i was in this mood like yo i'm gonna write him a letter, since i still haven't yet, and be like "yo we're talking about relient k right now! bahahaha" well i couldn't find the damn gel pens. now me, once i get looking for something, i don't stop looking for it for ANYTHING. (and the stupider the item is, the harder i look.) well, after like half an hour i found them. so i went to write to matt and i was like dude i don't even want to write anymore. plus he signed off so that defeated my original point. (key word: my.) and i don't know, i got really really pissed. i wonder if it's the frustration of tyler being away this week being set off by something minor. or maybe i'm just a loser who blames all my little problems on my big ones. ughhhh. screw me. (that's not a command you stupid people.)