get me out of here

[bellapalmera]

i hate this stupid state, and this stupid town, and this whole stupid area of the country. i want out. NOW. i hate living in this house, i hate my friends, i hate the weather, i hate not being able to hold a job (i can barely GET a job), i hate being around people who don't give two craps about me (and not being around the people who love me for who i am even when i don't), i hate how my parents are the only people who know exactly what to do to make me cry, i hate that liam is somewhere nearby and i don't know how to contact him to tell him to come hang out with me, i hate that lisa's dinner got postponed because of the stupid snow, i hate how the only people i really care about at this point are the ones i haven't seen yet, i hate how almost everyone in this God forsaken state has changed, and i hate above all of those things that there's nothing i can do about it.