Tag, I'm it!
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bellapalmeraErica said I had to soooooo I am.
Fill in whatever thoughts you have about each subject area, then tag 3-6 other people to do the same.
1. Work
Right now I overall enjoy my job but I have to admit that I am nervous about certain aspects of it I haven't gotten a chance to do yet... not that you will understand what this means but I would be perfectly content doing AC's for the rest of my life and never having to go on the dialer. I kinda have a feeling I will not go to work tomorrow because I am kinda sick.
I am glad that now that I have a "real job" I like it and I'm not stuck with stuffy bitter coworkers... we're a fun bunch.
2. School
I fully do not like school. Some people are good at getting A's and B's, and I get crap from my parents for getting C's. Sorry but C is average that means I am on the same level as a good portion of people and what happened to loving me for who I am anyway? My personality and character are not written on my report card. Anyway I just went on a tangent. All I have to say is college is not for everyone but you should at least give it a try. Elementary school was awesome.
3. Crushes
Well to me there is a difference between having a crush and liking someone. I don't really see crushes as a big deal, I mean I still get worked up over them (i.e. "Ooooh that guy just randomly bumped into me tee hee" type of crap) but there are no real feelings involved. I think it's ok to have more than one crush but liking two people at once would be bad.
4. Love
Love kicks ass.
5. Marriage
I am so stinking jealous of all my friends who are engaged right now. The only thing I am not jealous of is I have no clue who my bridesmaids/MOH would be. But I would love to be married, the chaos of planning the wedding would probably not be fun but just to be able to have that guarantee that I can spend every day with one person who I love, that sounds amazing to me.
6. Children
You know, I really do not want children right now. (Not right now as in 6:37pm on 2/6/06, but as in I currently don't foresee myself having kids ever.) It took a lot for me to come to that point but the bottom line is I do not want to have a kid who is like me. And in the grand scheme of things I wasn't that bad. But the fighting with my parents... I don't want that and a)I am that way and b)if I had a kid who was that way... oh snap. Plus after age 6 they stop being cute anyway. Also if I had a kid who is worse than me... I don't know how I could handle that. I'm not saying that I couldn't end up with the best kid ever, but I just don't feel the need to take that chance. Some people were made to procreate and some weren't.
7. Food
Food kicks almost as much ass as love does.
8. Bad habits
I definitely have bad habits. One especially which I do not feel the need to discuss in this journal or ever with a tangible human being, but it's one of the things hindering my relationship with God and that's all I have to say about that. I hate that I cuss because I feel like there are so many other words I could use, but I also don't feel the need to censor myself either because there is so much more to me than a few four-letter words. If I feel the need to NOT cuss it's for myself and for God, and not for any person who feels the need to remind me how HORRIBLE cussing is. But aside from that, it's just not that cool. If anyone wanted to know, I am doing a lot better... I really don't cuss hardly ever at work and that's probably the number one place I would cuss anyway. I really should stop biting my nails too, because I have all these nail polish colors and no place to wear them.
9. Happiness
Happiness is good. I like being happy.
10. A random fact about you
I hate open doors. For some reason I just do not feel 100% secure if my door is open.
I'm tagging Leah, Alicia, Jen, and Jenny.
Fill in whatever thoughts you have about each subject area, then tag 3-6 other people to do the same.
1. Work
Right now I overall enjoy my job but I have to admit that I am nervous about certain aspects of it I haven't gotten a chance to do yet... not that you will understand what this means but I would be perfectly content doing AC's for the rest of my life and never having to go on the dialer. I kinda have a feeling I will not go to work tomorrow because I am kinda sick.
I am glad that now that I have a "real job" I like it and I'm not stuck with stuffy bitter coworkers... we're a fun bunch.
2. School
I fully do not like school. Some people are good at getting A's and B's, and I get crap from my parents for getting C's. Sorry but C is average that means I am on the same level as a good portion of people and what happened to loving me for who I am anyway? My personality and character are not written on my report card. Anyway I just went on a tangent. All I have to say is college is not for everyone but you should at least give it a try. Elementary school was awesome.
3. Crushes
Well to me there is a difference between having a crush and liking someone. I don't really see crushes as a big deal, I mean I still get worked up over them (i.e. "Ooooh that guy just randomly bumped into me tee hee" type of crap) but there are no real feelings involved. I think it's ok to have more than one crush but liking two people at once would be bad.
4. Love
Love kicks ass.
5. Marriage
I am so stinking jealous of all my friends who are engaged right now. The only thing I am not jealous of is I have no clue who my bridesmaids/MOH would be. But I would love to be married, the chaos of planning the wedding would probably not be fun but just to be able to have that guarantee that I can spend every day with one person who I love, that sounds amazing to me.
6. Children
You know, I really do not want children right now. (Not right now as in 6:37pm on 2/6/06, but as in I currently don't foresee myself having kids ever.) It took a lot for me to come to that point but the bottom line is I do not want to have a kid who is like me. And in the grand scheme of things I wasn't that bad. But the fighting with my parents... I don't want that and a)I am that way and b)if I had a kid who was that way... oh snap. Plus after age 6 they stop being cute anyway. Also if I had a kid who is worse than me... I don't know how I could handle that. I'm not saying that I couldn't end up with the best kid ever, but I just don't feel the need to take that chance. Some people were made to procreate and some weren't.
7. Food
Food kicks almost as much ass as love does.
8. Bad habits
I definitely have bad habits. One especially which I do not feel the need to discuss in this journal or ever with a tangible human being, but it's one of the things hindering my relationship with God and that's all I have to say about that. I hate that I cuss because I feel like there are so many other words I could use, but I also don't feel the need to censor myself either because there is so much more to me than a few four-letter words. If I feel the need to NOT cuss it's for myself and for God, and not for any person who feels the need to remind me how HORRIBLE cussing is. But aside from that, it's just not that cool. If anyone wanted to know, I am doing a lot better... I really don't cuss hardly ever at work and that's probably the number one place I would cuss anyway. I really should stop biting my nails too, because I have all these nail polish colors and no place to wear them.
9. Happiness
Happiness is good. I like being happy.
10. A random fact about you
I hate open doors. For some reason I just do not feel 100% secure if my door is open.
I'm tagging Leah, Alicia, Jen, and Jenny.
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Date: 2006-02-07 12:56 am (UTC)My job is pretty much my favorite part of my life right now. I like the people I work with, I like watching the pretty guys who go in to work out, and most of all, I actually enjoy what I'm doing. But the best part? Israel Alvarado, a personal trainer I am absolutely smitten with.
2. School
I pretty much always do well in school, so that's not really a big deal. However, I hate that my education hinges on whether or not I do "poorly" in a class and get a C, seeing as my scholarship would be completely gone if I get one more and don't have all my other classes as an A to balance it out. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, I HATE EVERY SINGLE ASPECT OF THE PLACE I'M AT. I couldn't be more miserable, but by now I'm so close to graduating that transferring seems pointless.
3. Crushes
Wow. How many crushes do I have right now? There's Israel, obviously, Mr. Leech (my sign language teacher), Chris, Jeremy, Cory, Jay, and a random assortment of boys at the gym. Seriously I need to stop spreading my attention all around and focus on one at a time. Maybe then I'll be a little more successful.
4. Love
I miss being in it and getting it from someone, but I wouldn't go back to that time in my life for anything.
5. Marriage
I'm way too young to even be thinking about that point in my life. It grosses me out that there are so many already married and almost married people at my school and hardly any of them are even 25. Whatever happened to enjoying your own independence before giving yourself to someone?
6. Children
I go back and forth with this a lot. I adore children, especially my babies next door. On the other hand, I pretty much am on the verge of suicide after being around kids for more than 3 or 4 hours. That doesn't really sound like a good mother to me. I think, if anything, I'll end up adopting kids who are older and past the clingy, always has to be around me stage.
7. Food
I enjoy it far too much, but I'm slowly changing what I love to more healthy things and I'm very proud of myself for that.
8. Bad habits
Not cleaning up after myself. At least that's what Jade just told me my bad habit is.
9. Happiness
Happiness is good. I like being happy. (I'm just keeping your answer because it's the same as mine. Except add that being happy makes me nervous because you're never perfectly happy for too long because something always comes to mess that up.)
10. A random fact about you
Birds in large quantities freak me out. Not just 10 or 20 birds, but when the big, disgusting black ones all flock together in the hundreds, I get scared.
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Date: 2006-02-07 02:10 am (UTC)