May. 12th, 2009

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I can't stop being upset about everything.
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I need to see a therapist or something.

Like, how do you even do that? Do you call one up and go, "Hi, I'm fucked up! HALP? Appointment plz." I somehow do not think that is how it works.

I am currently on my period (o hai TMI) and any mental problem I may or may not have is freaking multiplied by a zillion right now. Particularly depression and ADD. Plus I'm always really tired regardless* of sleep levels. This makes things like spending 8 hours at work and living alone REALLY DAMN HARD.

In a broader sense, I finally have the 2 things I've wanted for the last year: A real job, and an apartment in Tampa. I should be on top of the freaking WORLD right about now, but I want more! I don't know what that "more" is, but I should be completely happy and clearly I'm not. Fail.



*Also, I almost just said "irregardless". Might as well commit me now!

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