short version

well kids as you know there have been a few people i've not been pleased with lately. fortunately i have settled things with one of those people, so yay for that. but unfortunately another one of those people lied to me and that's not cool. you do not lie to traci. so i will have to have a nice little discution with this person. i know that is not how you spell that but my brain and my fingers do not have very good communication :) it is so strange because i had like this gut feeling about not trusting this person and i asked 2 people and they kinda confirmed it. yes, i'll admit that it's a small thing and not a big deal, so for once i will try NOT to make a big deal out of it, but you still do not lie to traci.

its never over

sometimes it is hard for me to talk to people about things because i do not feel like they understand where i am coming from. i feel like they try very hard to make themselves look like angels because they are too afraid to own up to their mistakes. nobody committed a crime or anything, its not a big deal, but maybe someday something will be a big deal. what are ya gonna do about it then?

if there's anyone out there who thinks i wrote this entry about them... i probably did.

and to edit this: nobody lied to traci. it was bad timing. it looked like a lie. but the truth is i still don't know what to believe. instant messages can only say so much...

and to edit this again: you're the one who said i should bring up the problems i was having with someone else. so how come when i bring up problems i am having with you, you act like i shouldn't be doing it?

i don't care if you know i edited this twice. but if this is the only way for you to get my point, then something is terribly wrong with the world...

holy cow

hey everyone... i'd like you all to say a prayer for the guy who is right now standing on the roof of one of the dorms at my school, i hope he does not do anything crazy!!! i do not know what he is thinking but i hope it is not a crazy thought... yikes.